Back in Isabela, I made a jump. It wasn’t that high of a jump, but for me, it was a metaphorical jump. I dared myself that if I make that jump, I will take a leap of faith in life: I will jump. So every time I take a step back, and feel frightened or unsure, I will just remember that night that I jumped, and the challenge that I took. I will jump, no matter what the consequences may be. I...
This feeling sucks.
I know I’ve said this a lot of times, but, to be honest, I really hate this feeling. This feeling of liking someone, then having an attachment to that person. I hate the feeling that I miss her. I hate the feeling that I want to be by her side every single moment, because, let’s face it, its not gonna happen. I hate that… after almost a week of being together on the same house,...
All I want for my Birthday...
is you. Ha ha ha, effing corny, I know. Anyway, so the vacation that my friend has been planning has pushed through, and I’m glad about it. The funny thing is how they insisted The Crush (Jeez, I still don’t have a nickname for her? Anyway, let’s call her Doe-Eyes), okay again, the funny thing is they really insisted for Doe-Eyes to come, even commenting that they’ll...
I hate that when I close my eyes, I was reminded of you, seating beside me on the cab’s backseat. It was a rare moment, a moment I thought would happen. And for someone as hopeless as me, a moment I know would never happen again. I hate closing my eyes, because all I see is you, seating beside me.
Last night, I hung out with an old College pal. He had trouble with his girlfriend, also another classmate of ours back then. Good thing they managed to fix their problem, whatever it is, and our meeting didn’t turn into an awful drinking spree. That’s when I realize how much I’m missing… I miss having to argue with someone, a special someone for that matter. I miss when...
Ok, so nalaman mo na may boyfriend siya, well, alam mo naman talaga eh, or at least hinala mo naman, di ba? Ngayon lang na-confirm. So, ano na plano mo? Tutuloy ka pa ba? Kung makikinig ka sa mga video tutorials or 101s na nagkalat sa internet, sasabihin nila sa yo na wag na. Move on. Walang dahilan para aksayahin mo ang oras mo sa isang babae, wala siyang espesyal na katangian, wala, kung ano...
Hate Love Dillema
Have you ever loved someone then hate about it? Because I think I have.. I am. There’s this girl that I really like, which then turned into hatred. Well, I don’t really hate her that I would kill her, I just hate-hate her, you know? So, I have this feeling that I wake up everyday asking myself “why do I even like this girl?” and I have no answer, and I hate it. I hate her....
Dakilang Torpe Part 2
Okay, di pa ko natutulog. Kakatapos ko lang maglaro ng Dota 2, at puno pa ko ng adrenaline. Naalala ko yung tanong sa kin nung mga estudyante ko, nung napag-usapan namin si The Crush. “Anong kinakatakot mo?” Ano nga ba? Takot ba ‘kong ma-reject? Ewan ko… hindi naman ata. Ilang beses na ba akong na-reject? Wala na lang sa ‘kin yan, sanay na ko d’yan. May...
Sarap din pala magbasa ng mga torpe tags dito sa Tumblr, nakakalakas ng loob, nakaka-motivate. Lalo na yung mga post ng mga girls. Ha ha ha! Teka, teka, teka, di naman ako torpe eh, naghihintay lang ako ng tamang timing. :D
The Perks of Being a Babysitter
So I finally convinced my three students to play Dota 2. Two of them are solid FPS gamers, and the other one is an arcade buff. And now, I’m babysitting them. Its great actually, they’re very enthusiastic and all, and they really want to learn, plus they loved the game. But its a looooong way to go. Neither of them played Dota before, or any other MOBA game for that matter. It’s...
This would probably be my last fiction for this year. I made this story while waiting for my bestfriend in SM Manila the other day. It’s funny because I’m at the National Book Store, when this idea popped into my mind. So I bought a notebook and a pen, then went to KFC and wrote it down. It’s the first time in years that I wrote a story on paper, my hand ached afterwards. ...
"Friends Lang Po"
friends lang po kami kung paanong mali ang “tindero lang po ako”, ganun din sa pagkakabigan. hindi nila-LANG ang friendship. magkaibigan kami. tapos. :) abominablesnowsera: i don’t like the phrase “just friends” there’s nothing “just” about friends friends are great. friendship can be as profound as romance. romance doesn’t exclude friendship. poops to the system. “we’re...
I want to express my happiness with seeing my crush earlier today, but I realized we’re connected on Facebook, Twitter and Google Plus, so I’ll just do it here. Ha ha! XD It’s just nice to meet someone a girl who shares some interests with you, like, you know, video games… And noo, I’m not going over that superficial stuff again, I just admire her, that’s...
Some Music Stuff →
I was browsing around on Youtube until I happen upon an amazing artist.
Sometimes I Hate My Mind
Especially when its running overtime. Especially in times like this. You try to tell your mind to stop thinking about her. But the more you try, the more it goes. I don’t know why I’m like this.. Am I the only one like this? Of course not, right? I hate over-thinking because the more I think, the less I make sense… I mean, when I think about something a lot, I get nervous...
Its Called Double Standard
siryouarebeingmocked: Woman makes a generalization about all men based on the handful who have catcalled her; likes and reblogs and “I know that feel”. Guy makes generalization about all women after expressing his feelings and getting friendzoned: accused of thinking he deserves to have sex with the woman, castigated and hated and yelled at. (Because assuming that a man who wanted a...
Holy S**t, What?
My reaction when I found a stash of porn hidden in a folder on my female friend’s laptop. She even has more porn on her PC than me on mine. To be fair though, I found it on a folder belonging to her younger sister. I don’t want to be judgmental here… it’s just that.. ha ha ha! I don’t know..
How Stupid Can You Get?
Four months, wala akong ginawa. Four fucking months, I just stood there like an idiot. Magta-time in, ngingiti, babati ng good morning na parang robot. Minsan nakakagulat yung mga katangahan ng ibang tao, tulad ni Amalayer girl.. Pero mas nakakagulat yung mga katangahan na ginawa at ginagawa natin… Life is short, move fast kung hindi, maiiwan ka. When will you realize na she could be...
The Daily Bum →
Created a new blog today. This one focuses on.. well, anything under the Sun actually. I realize since I don’t have a job, I can finally post consistently. My other blog is still up though, but, its hard to pump out stories everyday.
The world is small. Random things happen everyday, some so random, you can’t believe it’s a coincidence. So here it goes… [[MORE]] I met this girl from the school I’ve been teaching for almost five months now. And I like her, though I really can’t explain why.. its one of those moments that you see someone and you just say to yourself, I like this person. Anyway,...